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Thursday, October 05, 2006

hais haisss
i got alot of things to blog ..

firstly, lets go back to tues !
went to sandy hse after work ...
had a small gathering with floatsters
ate canadian pizza and went to her room
to talk & took pictures
LO

though tired, but still had some fun at her hse ... :))

wednesday :
stayed back for ot ..
i really had enough of cafe swiss
really ! everything there sux man
happy den treat u gd
not happy treat u like shit lah
wth ? anyhow just scold ppl !
i really dunno why i can tahan for so longg
i tot everything will gets better after some time
wanna get out of this hell life !
7am report and hav to stay back for free ot !
w/o my few frens at c/s , i guess i wun be able to survive so long
thanks guys !

and met baby for dinner at bishan
:)) though v tired but had fun :))
thanks baby for lending me ur ears
listening to my naggings abt alot of things ..

today !
stayed back to help zq to finish the back lane
haissss, i really hate cafe swiss !
suan le ; we know ourselves can le
off to out of the pan to eat again
:)) with karmun & zq
had a good talk with amose
he really understand our feelings
feel muchh better after talking to him ..

supposed to go bugis de but was too tired
and me & zq went home
fell asleep in the train ..

got my bloody result again
i dun wish to know anymore
am i fated to stay every sem?
wth! tp oso sux !

this guy in army uniform!
he was once my gal fren 's ex bf
he was quite hot tempered and possesive de
dont wanna let her talk to other guys
and everytime will make my fren cry
and whenever my fren wanna break with him
he will like act pity and dun wan to break
my fren of coz will be xin ruan
so will bear with him ..
suddenly one day he request for a breakup
my fren was so sad that she cry & cry & cry
wth, my another fren saw him with another gal
at the bus stop hugging all this

the worst thing is my fren dun even know ...
i really feel sad for her
though now she is better le..
he is really a b******
i just find it disgusted too..
how can he treat a gal like this de?
why guys are like tt?
promise we gals so many things
& all are broken & not fulfiled

my mood now is very unstable
i just find that many things keep happening
and some are over my limits
nothing i can do to help my frens when they are at their lowest pt of life
i am oso v tired , real tired
looking at my results ,
i just feel tt i hav disappoint a few people
i just wanna say sorry but i had try my best le
i will work harder next sem ..

nevertheless,
i still wanna wish HAOYU, SANDY & YAO HUI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!! :))

am gg to kelvin's chalet tml
cant wait to see him again ! ((:

Please bring away my ignorance, anger, confusion, disappointments and fears..

lovin' you. {11:42 PM}